It's one of those days when you just need to be hugged, and it needs to be so strong that it can put you back together...because you are damaged. One day you are fine and sort of happy, but the next day you are not anymore. Life is not a happy playground for you. It … Continue reading A dark cloud
His gift to me was spilled across the majestic sky above us.. I took a deep breath and stars within awakened reminding me of my true essence. He took my hand and together we floated in the beautiful uncertainty of the infinite universe. When you truly love, your gifts resemble that love... and yours was … Continue reading Welcome home, my loved one.
The bottom line is- everyone is damaged, and everyone is in pain, more or less. There isn't a grown human that isn't suffering even just a little bit. And that sucks. But that's how life is... we are constantly going from one pain to another. Or maybe you count the moments differently- from one good … Continue reading We are all damaged.
How do you know who you are? Are you the image you see in the mirror? When I look at myself in the mirror I know I am looking into a false, flipped image that only looks like that to me. The image that other people see when they look at me is a little … Continue reading Do you know who you are?
It has been precisely a year since I've made my way to the USA searching for something better and more inspiring. A year into my move I have panic and anxiety attacks, I am too often depressed and feeling trapped. Things I have seen here have shocked me, saddened me and made me doubt in … Continue reading American dream is long gone.
People scare me every day.. the ones sitting like robots in waiting rooms, the ones who talk about Jesus all the time and would defy reason over some ridiculous stories. Ones that will look at you with pity in their eyes because you "won't be saved by Jesus" and have already sent you to Hell. … Continue reading Mistakenly humans
Pain has never looked good on you. You tried to dress it up in pretty dresses and put bright red lipsticks on it and you tried wearing it as an accessory, but no.. I'm sorry to tell you, but pain doesn't look good on you. Do you know why? It is because you choose pain every … Continue reading Pain doesn’t become you
The moment comes when this heaviness that you've been carrying around for so long starts peeling off of your back... You never thought you would make it. All the judgements, hatred, anger, blame and torment slowly start peeling off of you. In those moments of contemplation you realize that all the times you hated and … Continue reading Peeling
With each touch of our skin I come back home again to the sweet, warm and loving emotion putting my restless soul into ease and peace. Ever-knowing touch that's been missing for far too long... it is this you create with your presence. Indeed, home is where your heart is... so, take me home, will … Continue reading Going home
There is a bigger meaning to self love then just having it for yourself. Self love can be fully expressed and experienced only when shared. It is about the moment when you realize someone sees you for all that you are and you reflect each other. That is when it all makes sense!
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